Fading Radiance - How To Make Amends Lyrics

I've got a secret you better not let it out
Everybody's got their reasons and their doubts
I have a feeling and it's led me down to this
Was it worth it
Was it worth it

Was it worth all this time
That we spent
Putting things back together again
But now
I understand
What I really need and how to make amends

Relive the past in every moment you snap awake
Such grand illusions you thought you had it made
My only hope is I forget it all tonight
If you're perfect it's not worth it

Was it worth all this time
That we spent
Putting things back together again
But now
I understand
What I really need and how to make amends

Never heard, never known, never tried
Here's a piece of my mind
Sometimes you have to let 'em know
What's going on, is something wrong
I can't resist, I've grown emotionless
Numb down to the bone, it's all so overblown
The way to react and the way to fight back
The plan of attack, the one who finished last
A broken back with arms reattached
I can't think straight
I just need a moment to clear my head
Never heard, never known, never tried
Here's a piece of my mind
Cause I'm left here wondering why
It had to be like this

Was it worth all this time
That we spent
Putting things back together again
But now
I understand
What I really need and how to make amends
You don't know what I'd give just to make amends