I gave you everything I had
I gave you all the love I got
I gave you everything but you took me for granted
Cheated on me twice baby I just know you planned it
I feel these f*cking butterflies crawling 'round my stomach
I don't wanna fight baby I just wanna end it
Hide behind this sadness
Hide behind fallen
Hide from these demons I hear them f*cking calling yeah
I'm scared
I'm scared of the future
I don't
I don't
I don't wanna fall
I'm scared
Pain in my stomach I hate it I love it
F*ck all those drugs we are above it
Trapped in myself I wanna just end it
So many friends I'm upset with
F*ck looking behind don't ever regret it
Don't ever regret shit
I know what it's like to suffer
I know what it's like when you wanna feel number
I'm scared of the next step
We're in this together
Wherever we go it is better
F*ck looking at the sky
I'm looking at the ground
I just fake a smile
So you won't see me frown
Do I go right, or do I go left
I don't know what's best baby
Feeling quite depressed lately
Hoping I get blessed yeah
I just take a guess yeah
My heart is f*cking pounding through my chest
I don't wanna die baby I just feel the stress
I don't wanna fall baby I just wanna fly
I don't wanna cry baby I just wanna die
I don't
I don't
I don't wanna fall
I'm scared
I gave you everything
But you took me for granted
Cheated on me twice baby I just know you planned it
I feel these f*cking butterflies crawling 'round my stomach
I'm scared to take the next step baby I might fall
I put myself out there waiting for a call
I don't know what's next
Got a lot of choices
I'm scared to take the next step
Yeah the next step