Fallways - Horoscopus Lyrics

I chose to hold my tongue
Tried to buy some time with love
Combine my demons 55 f*ckin reasons
Why I couldn't go outside and change color with the seasons
Look up to the sky write these lyrics on some paper
"Was I a nice guy? I'm not sure I'll see you later"
Finally close my eyes every night I dream in echos
Now it's mid July and I know that I can't let go
Write a symphony that I'm missing things that I'll never get back
It's history it's no mystery why we broke shit up
Cause we got too close and we killed this love
But it's part of life that we push shit through
All these hardest times and it's just for you
So I'll cry all night didn't get to choose
It's the final time that I let shit loose
I chose to hold my tongue
Tried to buy some time with love
Combine my demons 55 f*ckin reasons
Why I couldn't go outside and change color with the seasons