Fallways - something is off Lyrics

I gave my best, I save the rest
For you my weapon, So aggressive
I detest that I'm a lesson
My headache has been killing me slowly
Release my throat bitch ain't you wanna show me
That I'm alone in this life I'm choking on
A kitchen knife I'm broken now
I don't feel alive get these vocals out
On a simple night
With all my flaws, My burns the flames
I called for help, But I turned away
I'm through with this
I'm used to this
Like who could live
When you forgive
Everything that I do wrong
When I look the other way and you can tell something is off
I'm drawing on my hand circles and some squares
I've always been so bored and it's true I do not care
She taking off my pants and she wanna do a dance
And she wanna show me more but I'm too drunk she missed her chance
With all my flaws, My burns the flames
I called for help, But I turned away
I'm through with this
I'm used to this
Like who could live
When you forgive
Everything that I do wrong
When I look the other way and you can tell something is
I'm through with this
I'm used to this
Like who could live
When you forgive
Everything that I do wrong
When I look the other way and you can tell something is off