Father Koi - silk Lyrics

How could it have gone so wrong?
I just wanted to belong
To this world, a different girl
Slicing time with silken curls
Thinking always goes this way
Bottle up the things I want to say
Slow dance with me, a vacancy
In my heart, teach me when to breathe
Tender but I feel empty
(Ah ah ah ah)
Rotten but I am pretty
(Ah ah ah ah ah)
Where's the rest of this time away
Morning after is so gray
I just don't feel anything
Do you?
Do you?
Do you?
(Ah ah ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah ah)
(Do you?)
'Cause maybe this will come to pass
I just want the things I used to have
When I was small and the world was tall and I
Didn't know about anything at all
Cut your losses, it's all right
If you say you'll fall asleep at night
Realize you can't pick and choose
When to cure your weekend blues
Tender but I feel empty
(Ah ah ah ah)
Rotten but I am pretty
(Ah ah ah ah ah)
Where's the rest of this time away
Morning after is so gray
I just don't feel anything
Do you?
Risk it all for pennies and dimes
I dream about it all of the time
Spend your days acting tough
Doesn't faze me enough
This dream tastes so sublime
Tender but I feel empty
Rotten but I am pretty
(Ah ah ah ah ah)
Where's the rest of this time away
Morning after is so gray
I just don't feel anything
(Do you?)
They warn me that you're a gonor
You wear it like a badge of honor
Cause what's it like to be the most
But you know that I still love you so
I just can't feel anything
Do you?