Feed Your Wolves - If I Can't Pretend Lyrics

I don't know what to tell ya
I don't know how we got here
It never should have happened
It's what we've gotta deal with
You're saying that
I don't know why I wait around
I'm saying that
I don't know why you waited 'round
If I cant pretend that
Everything we had would be the same
And if I can't remember
What this life was like before it changed
Sometimes I feel we'd make it
Then times I feel a failure
Although we don't deserve it
It's come to now or never
You're saying that
I don't know why I wait around
I'm saying that
I don't know why you waited 'round
If I cant pretend that
Everything we had would be the same
And if I can't remember
What this life was like before it changed
I'm never gonna get there
And only when I get there will I rest
Could I rest?
Wait for me to get there
That's if I ever get there
Then I'll rest
Can I rest?
Save me, save me from myself
('Cos none of it will matter soon)
Save me, save me from myself
(Just save me)
Just save me, Save me from myself
('Cos none of it will matter soon)
Save me, save me from myself
If I cant pretend that
Everything we had would be the same
And if I can't remember
What this life was like before it changed
(I'm never gonna get there)
(I'm never gonna get there am I?)
(I'm never gonna get there)
(I'm never gonna get there am I?)
(I'm never gonna get there)
(I'm never gonna get there!)