felavoid - Breathe Lyrics

As long as I'm still here
Any day now I'll no longer lie when I say
'There's gotta be something here worth sticking around for'
I'll see you in a few years
When my legs are ready
When my heart is steady
Any day now

I'm living a nine to five life search in vain
Steel coffins of thought on a hurtling train
The Craftsmen keep my mind
For when amber fluids pull reaching tides
My vices and virtues split twice in half
Shut out her misery for me to laugh

Admit to myself I'm not okay
Today these seams of mine are mine to fray
So I'll fool myself to slave in bed
And serve my time with the thoughts I led
Your voice: just wavelengths of trembling lines
For me to interpret these days as failing times

If it seems our road's ceased paving
I'll lie and say self-worth's still worth craving for
I'll wait for the day when my life's worth saving
And I'll learn to compromise if it means you're satisfied
My life force is spilling forth onto my cheeks
I'm not okay so I'll see you in a couple weeks

I think it's safe to say that I'm saving face
But it's too late to turn this year around again
Oh it's too late to think I'll see you around again

Wait for the day when my life's worth saving
I'll lie and say my self-worth's worth craving for
Just lie and say this life is still worth craving for

Just lie awake for a life worth living for
Or a god beyond the bottles I implored
Why do I wait for the other shoe to drop?
Or fantasise the floor I'd get the lift to stop?
These days I embody the morning dew
Breaking down into the dirt as the day passes through

I'm so tired of holding my breath
For something more beyond my death

As long as I'm still here
Anyday now I'll no longer lie when I say
'There's gotta be something here worth sticking around for'
I'll see you in a few years
When my legs are ready
When my heart is steady

As long as I'm still here
Anyday now
Anyday
Anyday now