Fell from the Tree - Freakshow (Remastered) Lyrics

Give me powers I can use
So no one can treat me like they've treated you
So everyone who said where they stand
They'll still let me in
I can stay with them

Don't let me be a freak show
It shouldn't matter to me, though
Tell that to the armies all waiting to take us down
I want to be homogenized
Exist without thinking about what it implies
Enough to get away
Enough to get away

Not hard to get ahead of me
So sensitive easily seen
Throw darts at dolls with parts torn off
It won't end
They won't stop

Don't let me be a freakshow
Here's a Hail Mary, no free throw
But if I'm in the worst case scenario
I think I'd rather be lobotomized
Unsexed unsensed
Thoroughly desensitized
If I cannot escape
If I cannot escape

Make me anything
All I ever wanted was to be useful for you
Make me anything
All I ever wanted was to be useful
Useful

Self-acceptance isn't enough
If there's something better I can be
Without being held down by anxieties
I don't want anyone to have to worry about me

And pray not to be a freakshow
It shouldn't matter to me
Though tell that to the armies all waiting to take us down
At least make me homogenized
Fixed up shipped out
Just so I can survive
That's all I need anyway

Make me anything
All I ever wanted was to be useful