Femke - Hold On Lyrics

I hate my anxiety, it always knows me better than I know me
Writing all these novels that no one else is ever gonna read
It's always gonna chase me down, it always finds me when I am alone
I don't wanna hold on
I wanna let go
I am lying to myself it's just the way my world is spinning , out of control
And I get really scared of losing cause everyone keeps talking about winning , don't they all
If I let it get to me, It'll come and get me when I'm alone
I don't wanna hold on
I wanna let go
And When the riptide
Pulls me away
I Don't wanna leave
But I can't stay
So I stop fighting
And try to float
I know
If i wanna hold on
I gotta let go
I keep skipping heartbeats, caffeine can't make me fall asleep
And I think of all they ways, this life can bring me to my knees
And fear is gonna come for me, it always comes the moment I'm alone
I don't wanna hold on
I wanna let go