Fen Zi - Letter to Life. Lyrics

I hate my situation
I'm tired of all the waiting
I don't know if I can take it
Here's my life story, you can rate it
In the past I may have mislaid it
My life ain't that great and I'ma say it
Man I paid it!
All my debt, all my dues
Bruh I paid it!
What more you want me to do?
I don't know what you want me to do
Can you hear me clearly?
Are you listening?
Anything you want to tell me?
No! So let me speak
Once in my life, let me speak!
Yeah let me speak! let me speak

This is my letter to life
This is my letter to my strife
I don't know what to say
But none of it's alright
"Oh no it's fine, it's alright, don't you cry
Don't you cry, don't you dare cry"
Man I try!

You don't realize!
I don't know how to hide
I don't know how to say bye
I don't know how to say hi
Ok alright, I guess I'm blind
I guess I'm tied... up into a knot
Getting shot
Oh my god
Roll with the squad
Hi there I'm Fen Zi
This is me, this is me
I'm tipsy
I'm tricky, I'm tricky
Yes I am
I'm not a scam
This is real, it ain't no slam
Holy damn, holy damn
Holy damn (Holy damn)