Fera Hominum - Survivalism (feat. AI Suno) Lyrics

I'm sorry I can't express the love I receive
That love should be repaid with love
I realized it far too late
But please understand
For me, love isn't part of life
I've walked this lonely road all alone

I am a survivalist, a lonely soul
Survival matters more to me than love
Even if I lose my way in this reality
My instincts keep guiding me
Wandering through the desert of emotions
I am a survivalist-that's who I am

Survival is my only way
Love is not my life today
Survival is my only way
Love is not my life today

The doctor gently asked me
"Do you need to cling only to survival?"
But the scars left by harsh times
Have frozen my heart inside
People live chasing their dreams
But I'm just holding on today

I am a survivalist, a lonely soul
Survival matters more to me than love
Even if I lose my way in this reality
My instincts keep guiding me
Wandering through the desert of emotions
I am a survivalist-that's who I am

Survival is my only way
Love is not my life today
Survival is my only way
Love is not my life today

Will there ever come a day
When love becomes my life?
When this lonely soul finds light
And breaks through walls inside

I am a survivalist, standing alone
If I can climb this wall of survival
Though it's late, I'll share my truth
Then I'll come to you
When this lonely soul finds light
I am a survivalist-but I want to change

Survival was my only way
Love could be my life today
Survival was my only way
Love could be my life today