Oh I wonder when you think of me
Did I hold you back? Are we still enemies
Cause on the battle lines, I still see you there
She's never coming back, the wind behind her hair
And when the shots fire and the blades burn
And the battlefield only leaves you hurt
Will you come back? Into what we knew
I'm crossing enemy lines just to get to you
Bags under my eyes can't cover the scars
Of tireless nights that tore us apart
On top of the hill, I see you from afar
Just how I remember you
And I got PTSD, been three years I still can't sleep
Crossing lines and foreign seas, fire tops the evergreens
If you could see what I dream, oracles and prophecies
Arrows raining down on me, you should've been my destiny
Oh I wonder when you think of me
Did I hold you back? Are we still enemies
Cause on the battle lines, I still see you there
She's never coming back, the wind behind her hair
And when the shots fire and the blades burn
And the battlefield only leaves you hurt
Will you come back? Into what we knew
I'm crossing enemy lines just to get to you
Fire spreads
We don't learn
Almost dead
I guess I got what I deserve
Tensions rise, taking turns
White lies
I guess it's true I made it worse
Swear to God that I've been cursed
Should've left you where you were
Shouldn't fall into your bed
Should've found a way to curve
Bury me beneath the ferns
Wrap her necklace around my urn
On my gravestone say I loved
When I die, I'll think of her
When I die
When I die I'll think of her
Mmmmm
When I die I'll think of her
Oh I wonder when you think of me
Did I hold you back? Are we still enemies
Cause on the battle lines, I still see you there
She's never coming back, the wind behind her hair
And when the shots fire and the blades burn
And the battlefield only leaves you hurt
Will you come back? Into what we knew
I'm crossing enemy lines just to get to you
I'll love you until I'm dead