Nervous Video (MV)

My life's a constant mess
I can't find luck in any sense
I've bottled up so much inside
I'm not about to let my paranoia slide

Panic attacks are just becoming more frequent
Blacking out on the floor, I'm not even drunk yet
Smoking a cig to keep myself in check
Before you find out I'm a wreck

Am I gonna take this way too far
Don't forget that I'm just a falling star
You can make a wish if it pleases you inside
But keep in mind I'm a bumpy ride
And I get scared every time that we hold hands
Apprehensive when you say you wanna dance
'Cause I know the way this always ends
And your love makes me nervous

And I'm a carousel
Of never-ending stories that hurt like hell
And you're so ready to jump on
I've got a funny feeling I'll throw you off

But what if you're the greatest thing that's happened to me
And I kill you with my anxiety
I close my eyes just to pretend
But look up to find that I'm here again

Am I gonna take this way too far
Don't forget that I'm just a falling star
You can make a wish if it pleases you inside
But keep in mind I'm a bumpy ride
And I get scared every time that we hold hands
Apprehensive when you say you wanna dance
'Cause I know the way this always ends
And your love makes me nervous

Am I gonna take this way too far
Don't forget that I'm just a falling star
You can make a wish if it pleases you inside
But keep in mind I'm a bumpy ride
And I get scared every time that we hold hands
Apprehensive when you say you wanna dance
'Cause I know the way this always ends
And your love makes me nervous

I'll never be enough
I'll never be enough
I'll never be enough
I'll never be enough
Shit