That feeling you're trying
Trying just to be OK
I see you're doing alright
It's not how I feel inside
My mistakes are heavy to bear
I'm running away, pretending to be
So holy
You see it in my eyes
The truth you couldn't find
Those words wear love away
The things you can't unsay
It drips like it's poison
Poison pumping through our veins
Turning us inside out
Leaving only doubt
My mistakes are heavy to bear
I'm running away, pretending to be
So holy, but I'm not holy
It's in my eyes
The truth you couldn't find
Those words wear love away
The things you can't unsay
Telling tales I might regret
And you haven't heard the half of it yet
Then you'd forgive but not forget
I'm sorry
I'm no saint, we can all agree
And I've done things you won't unsee
But it's too late for apologies
I'm sorry
You see it in my eyes
The truth you couldn't find
Those words wear love away
The things you can't unsay
It's in my eyes
The truth you couldn't find
Those words wear love away
The things you can't unsay
That feeling you're trying
It drips like it's poison
Can't unsay
My mistakes are heavy to bear
I'm running away, pretending to be
So holy, but I'm not holy
Better to keep all the clues you find
Save all the secrets secure inside
Don't show me, that you aren't holy