So Was It Really Worth It All? Video (MV)

Ya never gonna know if you hit a all time low until you lose all hope
I think about killing myself to see if i have a soul
Dressed in some really nice clothes and surrounded by pretty ass hoes
Who i met all around the globe
Went to hell and back the day i got home
The door was closed
In fact it's always been a black hole
So now i sit outside and smoke till i choke
After all of this shit i still don't know how to cope
I really don't think i can feel love anymore my heart might be broke
Has me digging holes hoping to strike gold
Cant complain today it feels like it's a good day
'Cause I've been living in a daze
Just going thru the motions not knowing thats digging my own grave
I'm never safe
When the day fades and it starts getting late
Lucy has trapped me and wants to play
She's telling me this is my fate
Go out and do something great
Whatever it takes
If you want things to change
Stop running away
Don't be afraid
Let go of your pain
You'll be okay
Today the day you embrace burning in water and drowning in flames
It used to be a lot of fun
(not much longer then I'm gone)
Feeling like my hearts gone numb
(i've waited around for way to long)
Been to nice people think I'm dumb
(tryna convince myself that I'm wrong)
Empty connections mistaken for love
(got me feeling like i cant go on)
It used to be a lot of fun
(not much longer then I'm gone)
Feeling like my hearts gone numb
(i've waited around for way to long)
Been to nice people think I'm dumb
(tryna convince myself that I'm wrong)
So was it really worth it all
(i wish i could do it over from the start)
I'm all alone and no one really knows
How close i am to f*cking explode
Dark clouds over my head
Everyday making me wish that i would just drop dead
Anything to occupy my mind
I didn't expect this shit to last a long time
Everything and everyone dies
If your gonna act like you don't care then why the f*ck should I
Another day all this shits the same copy and paste
Get out my face this place is fake filled with lust hate click bait content everyday
That's what they say if you wanna get those plays
A flower can't bloom in the shade
So much to lose if you just sit around and wait
I'm going insane
The truth hurts now i have to make a change
If i have too burn in water and drown in flames
It used to be a lot of fun
(not much longer then I'm gone)
Feeling like my hearts gone numb
(i've waited around for way to long)
Been to nice people think I'm dumb
(tryna convince myself that I'm wrong)
Empty connections mistaken for love
(got me feeling like i cant go on)
It used to be a lot of fun
(not much longer then I'm gone)
Feeling like my hearts gone numb
(i've waited around for way to long)
Been to nice people think I'm dumb
(tryna convince myself that I'm wrong)
So was it really worth it all
(i wish i could do it over from the start)
It used to be a lot of fun
(not much longer then I'm gone)
Feeling like my hearts gone numb
(i've waited around for way to long)
Been to nice people think I'm dumb
(tryna convince myself that I'm wrong)
Empty connections mistaken for love
(got me feeling like i cant go on)
It used to be a lot of fun
(not much longer then I'm gone)
Feeling like my hearts gone numb
(i've waited around for way to long)
Been to nice people think I'm dumb
(tryna convince myself that I'm wrong)
So was it really worth it all
(i wish i could do it over from the start)
So Was It Really Worth It All?????