Lost in my head these demons bringing me down
I can't help but feel as if I'm Hellbound
I come from the bottom
Still still at the bottom
I try to recover
But I'm dealing with problems
I'm mentally f*cked
It's going down
It's going up
I cannot tell
They calling my bluff
Going around and f*ckin em up
Anonymized anguish is taking control
I cannot tell like where is my home
I cannot lie I'm feeling alone
It is bout time that I get in that mode, ayy
Im feeling indecisive
I got two sides of the story that I'm fighting
Feeling this pain while i'm writing
Cant tell people why i'm hiding
Just wanna hide
I'm overwhelmed and i'm drowning in this tide
I got a story to tell so hurry and step aside Be quiet and listen cause you'll be in one hell Of a ride
I needed inspiration
Been so lazy and i haven't been thinking
My future is valuable as money
My progress is worth maintaining
I need to stop sitting and waitin
Time to lock in now attention is what i Needa be payin