Nervous meltdown I'm going in
Lack of interest has stained my skin
Send me home where I tuck myself away
To roll into my thoughts until I find some words to say
Don't know if there's anyone better for me
Wanna look ahead but the past is all I see
Need you more then ever but I guess you gotta be free
I'll just sit with myself and scream while you forget about me
Leaning on the stones im hot and feelin ill
Push myself to vomit it's against my will
Teeth are feeling numb, lips are turning blue
Smoke my soul away and then come running back to you
Don't know if there's anyone better for me
Wanna look ahead but the past is all I see
Need you more then ever but I guess you gotta be free
I'll just sit with myself and scream while you forget about me