Five Crumbs - Monster Lyrics

I got used to bend the truth
To my asset
For who I am
I just wanna be an honest man
I start to believe
That all the drama in my life
Happens for a reason
Ok I think it's time to change my mind
Every day I'm trying to make it out alive
My dad always told me
If I hold my head up too high
Son one day this is gonna be your demise
But now I hear voices in my head
Making me feel mesmerized
The weight of my sins pulls me down to the floor
I crawl in the dirt
My feet can't carry no more
Something's lurking from the dark inside of me
I got put down on my knees
I embrace duality
I'll be here
Trying to tame the monster
Inside my head
I know I know the monster inside is me
I'll be here
Taming the monster I have become
I'll be here
I know
I gotta tame the monster I have become
I start to doubt my reality
How did I blend my mind with insanity
I feel like a part of the game
I just wanna be
Free from all the strings tryna take control of me
I thought I played it safe
But I was playing blind
I can't see the truth
That would save my mind
Will I wake up facing all the damage done
Anxiety strikes again
I can't move on
I'll be here
Trying to tame the monster
Inside my head
I know I know the monster inside is me
I'll be here
Taming the monster I have become
I'll be here
I know
I gotta tame the monster I have become
So let it out now
Let it out out
Can't hold it back
Let it be unleashed
Just let it out
F*ck
I'll be here
Trying to tame the monster
Inside my head
I know I know the monster inside is me
I'll be here
Taming the monster I have become
I'll be here
I know
I gotta tame the monster I have become