Flawless - JULY IN LA Lyrics

I ain't gon' lie
Love wasn't somethin' I was lookin' for but I found you
Uncertain bout our future I was scared to love you
I put you through hell and back to see what's true
I know I'm not good for you, baby, but I need you
Sick to my stomach every time I see you with him
Still be scrolling through my phone, cryin' to our pictures
I know I did you dirty, but I can't f*ck with no other people
You told me I should love myself, but I been poppin all these X
The drugs killin' me slowly, guess I'm payin' for my sins
I don't even pray for myself, but I pray for you
You sound good with my last name, and that's the truth
I went to therapy today like you told me to
But I can't stop poppin' pills, cause I miss you
I know you gave me all your love, but I misused it
You gave me the key to your heart, but I abused it
Now I'm sippin' Henny, scrollin' through my phone
Tryna hear your voice again
Yeah, I'm drivin' high speeds, wishing I'll spin
Spin out, hit the wall, maybe I'll see you again
Fast money, fast cars, fast life
But every time that I'm with you, baby
I wish it all slowed down every single second
You was mine, I turned around, then you somehow vanished
I've been stalking on your page, I know you go to UO
I'm in NYC without you, it's been feelin' so cold
I'll post you a million times, and I promise you all
If I slide out to your city, will you come to my shows
I ain't gon' lie
Love wasn't somethin' I was lookin' for but I found you
Uncertain bout our future I was scared to love you
I put you through hell and back to see what's true
I know I'm not good for you, baby, but I need you
Sick to my stomach every time I see you with him
Still be scrolling through my phone, cryin' to our pictures
I know I did you dirty, but I can't f*ck with no other people
You told me I should love myself, but I been poppin all these X
The drugs killin' me slowly, guess I'm payin' for my sins
I don't even pray for myself, but I pray for you
You sound good with my last name, and that's the truth