Soul Survivor Video (MV)

Pray to the lord have mercy on my soul Bagging up emotions i might fold
Don't think that I could make it out alone
Pray to the Lord, have mercy on my soul
Cause i been on this road for too long
Bagging up emotions I might fold
Don't think that I could make it out alone
Left, right, keep it moving, gotta watch where you stepping
Staying hungry, I was broke, but used it as a lesson
Excersize my inner demons with a Jesus pendant
.223 is always jamming, never do no damage
Fell in love junior year, my biggest mistake
I gave my heart to someone that left me to rot and decay
Been round the wrong people towards the end of them days
Now I just be dolo, tryna stack up that cake
I was a pill poppin' junkie, always borrow momma's money
Read Nonnas obituary, now my eyes gotten runny
MIA for quite some time, I just had to clear my mind
Then I started writing rhymes, I told momma, give it time
You can't hurt me, I've been numb to the pain
You gon' learn my name, I ain't new to the game
If I say that I love you, then I mean it
Oh no, you can't degrade me when I'm cheesing
Soul survivor, I'm still bleeding
I've been locked in hell, so come and free me
Had a talk with God, I wasn't dreaming
I've been all alone, you can't see me
Pray the Lord, have mercy on my soul
Cause I've been on this road for too long
Bagging up emotions, I might fold
Don't think that I could make it out alone
Left, right, keep it moving, gotta watch where you stepping
Staying hungry, I was broke, but used it as a lesson
Excersize my inner demons with a Jesus pendant
.223 is always jamming, never do no damage
I don't trust these hoes, they gon' destroy my name So I stay to myself, I don't need love
I used to be a giant hearted, till the one left me crushed Ever since then, it's been all lust
I've been trying to make a name, while staying out the way
Standing over your grave, making songs about your name
It's till death do us part, your name's embedded on my arm
It's still a heavy heart, trying hard to pop no bars
It gets hard without you, I hope that you're proud
I swear sometimes it don't feel real
I've been numb without you, 2017 was the hardest time for me I still miss you
Pray to the Lord, have mercy on my soul
Cause i been on this road for too long
Bagging up emotions I might fold
Don't think that I could make it out alone
Left, right, keep it moving, gotta watch where you stepping
Staying hungry, I was broke, but used it as a lesson
Excersize my inner demons with a Jesus pendant
.223 is always jamming, never do no damage
Fell in love junior year, my biggest mistake
I gave my heart to someone that left me to rot and decay
Been round the wrong people towards the end of them days
Now I just be dolo, tryna stack up that cake