Feeling November 2 Video (MV)

I'm wide awake
And I don't know what to do
I need a break
I don't know what to do
Wide awake
About to break
Should I leave it up to you?

I'm running outta options here
Who can I trust
Time coming down in me
It's a bit much
(Oh)

It's so f*cking sad
You treat it like an act
It's so f*cking stupid
You told me not to cry
You really want to die?
It's so f*cking sad
That you're so f*cking stupid

You always seem to talk
But you never really cared about the real thing

Now what if I told you
I told you not to cry
It's really f*cking stupid,
I know I want to die
What the F*ck
(Don't tell me what to do)

Hit pause for 4 more years
Press play and I'm in tears

Insomnia and anemia
Gets you real F*cked up

(Nobody knows me)
Felt so good
When I saw them so happy
Didn't need drugs
When I saw them so happy
(I am so lonely)
Felt so good
When I saw them so happy
Didn't need drugs
We were all so happy
(Why am I so lonely)
(Tell me why tell me why)

And I didn't wanna drive alone
And we didn't wanna be stoned
And we laughed in a higher tone
Where I didn't wanna cry alone

(I'm trying to see through)
(I'm having trouble trying to sleep)
(I'm trying to see through)
(The days are short)
(And my friends all leave me)
(Don't you know)
One by one
Did I f*ck up
Was it my fault