Read the minds while I was hurting
Free the times we had was certain
Curtain, cover up the light
Many of us will ought to find
The reason and the answer
Pointed out by different pastors
Shattered, glass broken
Many pieces looking like some glitter
Bitterness to the fullest
What I've dealt with made me sicker
What I've seen makes me thankful
What I feel makes me killer
Through his eyes I'm despair
Sending him different prayers
I ought to hear him soon
But forever I've been waiting
Over love, I'm hella struck
Half broken but envisioning
A possibility of happiness
Kinda silly if you asking me
But whatever, I've been dreaming
Make it what it is
Cause we're bound to be leaving
The future's pretty scary
What I'm saying though is really how I'm feeling hoe
Take it up the ass or how you want it
Got her screaming for her Pocahontas
Say my shit is garbage but in person you don't want it
I'm a monster from the closet
You ain't heard me but you follow
Keep it real and never fake
Cause them verses very hollow
Bottle up all my emotions, stay away, that shit is potent
Show up empty handed at a party next to nervous is the worstest
Feeling like I'm lucid dreaming in reality, lately I'm not sleeping
Rather contemplating quietly, biased be the one and only foolish making music kid
Existing in this world alone should be known as a sin
Bits and pieces falling like leaves in season of Autumn
I caught them in the naughty so I decided to off them
Officers parked beside me, I had thought about it smartly
Do I really wanna end up in the pin just like my papi?
Just like my papi
Just like my papi