Human Bean (feat. Sapphire2001) Video (MV)

Call my phone and block my number
Let me sleep, interrupt my slumber
If i say i'm fine, i'm not
Baby please just let me rot
I've fallen in love all over again
Not with you but with a bottle of xans
Baby i'm not alright but you won't listen to me
I can't fall asleep, i'm still f*cking counting sheep
Hold my hand, would you let me go
I'm not fine, just alive
I'm just alive, and i guess that's fine

I'm falling in love with someone who doesn't want me
Crying at night over silly little petty things
But i can not stop my thoughts
I spiral down
I'm scared of judgement, i don't want to
Feel like i'm a problem, but i know i am
I'm curious what boys taste like
But i'm too scared to try
Constantly keeping my head under water
I'm losing sleep all of the time
Cant cope with what they'll say
Time and again lost in my head
I wear your folded crown
Say that you never meant what you said
You always let me down
Never stop manipulating
Wont acknowledge your own errors
When you look at your reflection
Do you see yourself
Baby don't cry no more
Don't shed a tear
You'll forget the pain of yesteryear
You need all the love that you can get
I know better days, i know

Good morning
The sun shines down on me today
I'm happy and i'm alright

Good morning
The sun shines down on me today
I'm happy and i'm alright