I can't break free from these chains
It's chilling
My grain of existence is breaking down
I'm here but I don't want to be found
I can't keep tearing at seams
I must accept, I don't deserve to breathe
Slit my wrists and let the dirt bleed
Slit my throat and watch all life leave
Slit my wrists and let the dirt bleed
Slit my throat and watch all life leave
Death follows me everywhere I go
Enticing me to a new place I can call home
I'll project where my sanity is stored
All across the walls
I live on the floor
I can't be here anymore
Do I close my door?
I am eternal hurt
The ice cold barrel, chills my teeth
I hear her screams, she dropped to her knees
"Put it down"
She pleads
I'm sorry mother, I can't be here anymore
I held the black lava of death
I envisioned a saga of the end
Stained I am; A lamb for the damned
Follow where the void leads
It takes me to a place where we all must leave
Never find me
Erase all of my being
Caught in the chains of Jisatsu
I devote my life to this note