Found in December - Chest of Flowers Lyrics

Lost again and I can't get out this mess
I hope the day comes soon with flowers on my chest
Lower me down, bury me breathing
I am obsessed with the thought of leaving
Everything I have, everything I love
Leave it all behind
I'm done trying
Leave myself behind
I'll only slow me down
Run away and I'll see you someday

I don't ever wanna come back, no
I don't ever wanna keep my memories
I don't ever wanna go back, no
That place, it f*cking scares me

Terrifying
You know I'm lying
I can't tell the truth
'Cause I'm scared what I'll do
Empty stomach, I forgot to eat
I forgot to sleep

Sometimes, I forget that I'm the not only one
I'm not the only one

Lost again and I can't get out this mess
I hope the day comes soon with flowers on my chest
Lower me down, bury me breathing
I am obsessed with the thought of leaving
Everything I have, everything I love
Leave it all behind
I'm done trying
Leave myself behind
I'll only slow me down
Run away and I'll see you someday

Lost again and I can't get out this mess
I hope the day comes soon with flowers on my chest
Lower me down, bury me breathing
I am obsessed with the thought of leaving
Everything I have, everything I love
Leave it all behind
I'm done trying
Leave myself behind
I'll only slow me down
Run away and I'll see you someday