Found in December - Sleepless Summer Lyrics

All my life I tried
But I hate the summer
Holding on too tight
Now I can't feel my fingers
Summertime in the rain
But I can't remember
Living fast, avoiding pain
But I know it's hard to
Pick it up, don't let go
The sun will set and you will too
You're holding on to nothing at all
Just let it go (Let it go)
I'm smoking till it burn hole in my throat
Burn a hole in my lung
I'm drinking till I can't stand up straight
Can't walk anymore
All my life I tried
But I hate the summer
Holding on too tight
Now I can't feel my fingers
All my life I tried
But I hate the summer
Don't know what I took
But I can't feel my face
I've been looking
At the stars for too long
Now I float