sober up Video (MV)

I should just sober up, but these drugs help me open up
I let my anxiety get to me, that's how I'd frozen up
I can't communicate my feelings to you face to face
I keep these feelings trapped inside of me, need to rid of them
So I keep on taking all these drugs straight to the face
I keep taking these drugs straight to the face, won't sober up

I keep taking these drugs straight to the face, won't sober up
Everybody been telling me Adi you just need to lighten up
What do you think my whole damn life is really even about
Pushed right to the edge, pushed right, pushed right to the edge

It happens all the time, so many times, I think I lost count
She must be well aware, how she make my head go right round
Still not enough, think I'm ready for another round
When the times get tough, I'm a dog, bitch I bite down
Suffocating slowly in my seat, I think I need to get out
I wanna see the whole damn world, Abu Dhabi right now
I was such a mess five minutes ago, but I'm all right now
Get my head out the future, put it in present, it's happening right now
I used to miss my goals, my coach yell at me I short circuit
Everything I say and do is a joke, don't take me seriously, grew up in the circus

Baby please come help me, I'm a wreck, I'm so nervous
Party, party through depression, now I'm such a big mess
She corrupted my mood, made me so depressed
Take a look deep inside my conscience, I feel like I'm so much less
Take a look deep inside my conscience, inside my conscience, inside my conscience
At least I'm staying authentic to myself

I keep taking these drugs straight to the face, won't sober up
Everybody been telling me Adi you just need to lighten up
What do you think my whole damn life is really even about
Pushed right to the edge, pushed right, pushed right to the edge