Everything is shades of gray
Like clouds in my mind
Sure my feelings fade today
But I've got so much time
Start to let myself decay
Just to pay for my crimes
There must be another way
Than to reason with rhyme
You're tearing me back and forth
Back and forth
You're tearing me back and forth
Back and forth
You're tearing me
You're tearing me
Don't know what to do with my days
Hate that I'm so set in my ways
They're telling me that it's just a phase
But I know better
Yeah I know better
They're telling me Relic, man why you so hectic
I'm well into twenties and still can't direct it
My pleasure is plenty, can't measure the cost
Never too many when logic is lost
Prodigal prodigy, give me some props
Tragedy, comedy, too bad it's all on me
Spirit is damned and man, that's the policy
Lyrics got family calling the cops
Honestly people can't handle my chops
Modestly reaping and sowing the crops
All of our actions have repercussions
You're blushing and crushing, I start and I stop
My heart is a rock
Starting to soften, I laugh when you talk
No part of me's bluffing, I crave your discussion
You're brave and I'm hushing, myself at a loss
What have I got to offer
Naught in my coffer, can't spot you a dollar
Not much of a gentleman caller
There's a fine line between lover and stalker
I'm already a rocker
Keeping it steady but no path to prosper
Talented starving author
Gallant so I plan to meet her and lock her
Transcalent, listener, not a talker
I'ma call her and block her
Becoming a baller but still getting stuffed in the locker
It's a shocker man
Watching the clock or I lose too much time
Walking the block, been abused, take what's mine
A fly on the wall just trying to ball
Must lie to 'em all when I come to bust rhymes
You're tearing me back and forth
Back and forth
You're tearing me back and forth
Back and forth
You're tearing me
You're tearing me