I don't want to get closer
I won't come out alive
I think I need to get sober
Because I'm living a lie
"Let's start talking about you.
Where did you come from and where did you go?
What are the thoughts in your head?
And what's your truth?
I'd like to learn about you more"
I said
"It's the same old story
It lacks substance and it doesn't show"
I'm seeing with my eyes closed
You better take a nice look
Before it all comes crashing down around you in cycles
Because we're so far gone
Driving on a bumpy road
I was face down on the ground when I fell through
I don't want to get closer
I won't come out alive
I think I need to get over it
I might be living a lie
Buy yourself flowers just to numb away the pain
So stressed from all the pressure I just need a quick break
Never for the lesser, we're bound to see another day
Infinite loops playing messages in your brain
No no no
This is not ok
All the things you told me
I can see
It's driving you insane
Why are you so obsessed with me when you don't even like what I've got to say?
Life ain't no best of three
And sometimes I wonder why it ever got this way
I know you know this recipe is something that explodes on a day to day
This game has got the best of me
And sometimes I wonder how it ever got this way.
I don't want to get closer
I won't come out alive
I think I need to get sober
Because I'm living a lie