All that you said
It's all in my head
I can't get it out
I cry in my bed
All my nights spent
Thinking of death
I cry in my bed
Words better unsaid
I'm crying in my bed again
The voices are in my head again
I'm lying to all of my friends again
But I think I'll end up dead again
I'm crying in my bed again
The voices are in my head again
I'm lying to all of my friends again
But I think I'll end up dead again
Hit or miss?
I guess you wanna get rich, huh
Pop another xan, forget the whole plan
F*ck another bitch, thought you was the shit, huh
Wake up in the morning thinking
All the stories that you gonna tell your f*ckin kids huh?
Then you touch a needle and you feelin you'll be soaring for a minute
Just a minute whats a minute to the pit you put yourself in huh, wait
Flash forward, kids came to visit you in court
Mommy aint wake up last month, when you look into the eyes
You think you just told her to abort
Its hard to live with shame, its hard to live with pain
Its hard to look yourself in the mirror
When that pictures not something you can just erase again, again
And the f*cked up thing is, Its just too easy, just change I guess
And the f*cked up thing is, Its just too easy just to change I guess
Its hard to live with shame, its hard to live with pain
Its hard to look yourself in the mirror
When that pictures not something you can just erase again, again
I'm crying in my bed again
The voices are in my head again
I'm lying to all of my friends again
But I think I'll end up dead again
I'm crying in my bed again
The voices are in my head again
I'm lying to all of my friends again
But I think I'll end up dead again