Isolated I been f*cking up
Its been a couple weeks since I've spoken up to anyone
Cause I don't wanna be a burden
I keep it to myself, yeah I stay behind the curtains
Maybe in a couple months
I'll open up and feel better when I see the sun
But I don't wanna be a burden
I keep it to myself, paint my brain on the curtains
What doesn't kill me makes me wish it did
When I die I bet my grave will be unvisited
I stay inside I think my days are only limited
I'd rather hide I just don't think I've admitted it
Exhale oxygen, inhale poison
When I'm alone I cant stop all of the noises
Static in my brain, driving me insane
I don't like silence cause it amplifies the pain
No distractions, chemical reactions
Theres some kind of unbalance in my head how did this happen
I imagine, scenes of mansions
With my body laying dead for extraction
Cause I cant help but keep on thinking bout my own death
When I'm alone I lay in silence in my cold bed
Im acting fine but I got bats all inside my chest
Why the f*ck are my emotions hard to digest
Skeletons inside my closet now they're falling out
Relationships with friends and family never call me now
I barely leave the house
Nobody even likes me yeah I always have my doubts
Every time my heart beats it gets slower
Eventually it stops and then I get colder
Im used to cold shoulders
If I carry on this way I'll die a loner
Isolated I been f*cking up
Its been a couple weeks since I've spoken up to anyone
Cause I don't wanna be a burden
I keep it to myself, yeah I stay behind the curtains
Maybe in a couple months
I'll open up and feel better when I see the sun
But I don't wanna be a burden
I keep it to myself, paint my brain on the curtains
What doesn't kill me makes me wish it did
When I die I bet my grave will be unvisited
I stay inside I think my days are only limited
I'd rather hide I just don't think I've admitted it