I wish that it would go away, I wish that that would go away...
I just feel the pain i dont feel the love i just feel the hate
I dont ever feel the trust and i wish that, that would go away
I wish that that would go away, i just feel the pain
I dont feel the love i just feel the hate i dont ever feefeel the trust
And i wish that, that would go away... yea
Just Just numb the feelin
Negative emotions is the worst part of being human
Thoughts serfise of those things my demons would have me doing
Reliving those moments
My present life seem congruent
Iv had a wild life man my child hood was ruend
I Had my heart broken by every bitch i was persueing
Had homies turn fake
My own fam be snakes
My big cousin robbed my uncle and put the heat to my face
And Said that he would blow it give the keys to the safe
This in a ralm that worships money i was only 4 years of age
But that molded me into what i am today
Court system f*cked up just got five years for a case
Feel like they chopped my legs off but ima run my race
Pray to allah that i make it first place
And i
Feel like luck gone come my way
I have to over com the opsticals of being on probation and i gotta make it
Gifted with a curse
In my mind im inpresaned
Starting to feel more insane in this life that im living
Seperation from society sharpend my vision
Now im starting to identify the lie i was living
Everythings fiction and im fishin for a better livin
Everyone asks and has needs but nothing is givin
Everythings earned you aint learned i think its your turn
Ever crossed a bridge then let it burn
You'll never return
Forever cought up in the essints of imbeded stresses
I Made mistakes in my life i could never correct it
But i learned lessons
Wasn't told i learned on my own
I spend most of my time alone
Been searching my soul
For happiness i never see
For happiness i never see
For happiness i never see
Being down and out for long i would appreciate just being free
I wish that it would go away, I wish that that would go away...
I just feel the pain i dont feel the love i just feel the hate
I dont ever feel the trust and i wish that, that would go away
I wish that that would go away, i just feel the pain
I dont feel the love i just feel the hate
I dont ever feefeel the trust and i wish that, that would go away... yea