trash burger, to go please. Video (MV)

It's just how it goes
I'm still learning, no
I learned it all but still I fall
They repeat it every year I know
I don't
Soon enough they'll find me digging up a hole
The final resting place I'll go
I just talk nonsense on the low
They know (they know)
They know
F*ck
They know it all
I can't keep my eyes open (no, not at all)
And so I feel as though I'm nothing anymore
Evicted on the door
Who would've thought living is such a chore
I would've known it more
But I'm learning how to survive on my own
It's nothing I don't want
It's staying up to the clock
Always ticking on and on
Mother taught me to always knock
But never to end it all
With all my problems to the wall
I wanna see the light
For once in my life
But never let it consume my twisted mind
I'll retaliate
I renegade my family beliefs
I'm counting forks and spoons I need
I need
I need to eat
I grab a three week old burger from the trash
I got maggots in the sink
Start to crawl on all my fours
They still believe that I
Think clearly
And I barely deceive
They catch me scavenging
Unraveling the cloth covering my sleeves
It's hard to tell what they've seen
I mean we're in close quarters
If I had a nickel for every time I left then I'd be free
Cuz I'd pay for a train ride on the south side-
Pay for a tour guide now I'm on ice-
My pockets ran dry and that's all that's on my mind tonight
Cuz when I'm selfish I don't bat my eyes
I grab a disguise and then I leave
It's not new to me
No, it's not new to me
It's not