Gab Rydelle - What Was the Mistake Lyrics

I say I am fine
Since you walked out my life
Your words they cut like knives
And all you say are lies
Did you even notice
When you pull up here and a bitch stop hoeing
Can you just focus
It me and you I'm done with commotion
You are still my drug
Come up here and get a bump
I just wanna feel numb from the pain you got me stuck
Can you see that I am in love with you
Do you feel the same, no, I still f*ck with you
I ain't f*cking with these other bitches
I say I love you, you don't f*cking listen
I'm done with bull shit thats the f*cking issue
No matter how much I hate you, I miss you
I'm trynna to cut it with these petty games
I show emotion then you walk away
The second shit starts to get deep
You stab my soul and leave me here to bleed
I question myself why you had to leave, was it me
Am I the reason that you had to flea
Did I make shit up in my head, cuz you said you loved me up in my bed
Every time my life is turned around, I'm doing good, then your back in town
I just wanna know this, is all this shit still worth it
I know you know it
My heart is hurting
Our love is burning
And I'm still learning
How to be with a bitch
Telling me I can live
But how can I live when your ass up in my crib
Feels like my heart was torn in two
Cuz you know that I am latching onto you
These memories won't fade away
So I sit and wonder what was the mistake
I question myself why you had to leave, was it me
Am I the reason that you had to flea
Did I make shit up in my head, cuz you said you loved me up in my bed
Every time my life is turned around, I'm doing good, then your back in town
I just wanna know this, is all this shit still worth it
I know you know it
My heart is hurting
Our love is burning
And I'm still learning
How to be with a bitch
Telling me I can live
But how can I live when your ass up in my crib
Love, was it all just a game
Love, or am I going insane
Love, was it all just your game, am I going insane
Please tell is this real or is it fake
I question myself why you had to leave, was it me
Am I the reason that you had to flea
Did I make shit up in my head, cuz you said you loved me up in my bed
Every time my life is turned around, I'm doing good, then your back in town
I just wanna know this, is all this shit still worth it
I know you know it
My heart is hurting
Our love is burning
Yet I'm still learning