Disopyramide Video (MV)

I just don't know what to do anymore
I just can't like, can't like, happily or carelessly anymore
I just feel so torn down by this situation all the time
I don't know what to do
It just hurts so much
And I just wanna show him that I love him
And that I care for him
And he deserves to be loved and cared for but
I can't love him anymore
Summer felt right for the very first time
You and I fall in love within the hot streaks
And on the first night, I felt you and I needed you
When we spent our time laughing about past memories
Laying on top the sunflower weeds
I had a feeling that we wouldn't be forever
I ignore those thoughts cause like most, they demean
And I love you even when I sleep in on a Saturday, hung over right next to you
We can wake up whenever we decide to
'Cause no one can tell us what to
Oh darling dear I could die holding you so near
I would, for you, do anything
Anything
I should, for you, be something that you need
And if our fears enclose, we'll make the most of
What time we have left
Sand falling in our hourglass
This is a letter to my lover, who abandoned ship
I miss you and I need you even though it's unwarranted
And if you come straight back, I'll hold your hand
I'll inherit it and invest in it, because you're my disopyramide
I drink wine because of you, I decline due to you
I miss you and I need you even though it's unwarranted
In a world painted black, where all the shadows stack
I regret what I did to you, if I admit it will you come right back
Where echoes dance and sigh, in the forest where our secrets lie
Autumn felt ambered and you disappeared
You and I fell out in the car on the drive home
And after that night, you packed up our strings
When I see you next, it's at a brand new cafe
The one in the market and you wore a drawstring
I ended up revealing how much I missed you
I sold our place by the lakeshore, the buyer had dry-cleaned blue jeans and for the very first time, I realized I was attracted to another guy
These colored leaves fall and cover the cement
No one notices, but I do
I'm disregarded here but it's something to get used to
I would, for you, do anything, anything
I should, for you, be something that you need
And if our fears enclose, we'll make the most of
What time we have left, sand falling in an hourglass
This is a letter to my lover, who abandoned ship
I miss you and I need you even though it's unwarranted
And if you come straight back, I'll hold your hand
I'll inherit it and invest in it, because you're my disopyramide
I drink wine because of you, I decline due to you
I miss you and I need you even though it's unwarranted
In a world painted black, where all the shadows stack
I regret what I did to you, if I admit it will you come right back
Where echoes dance and sigh, in the forest where our secrets lie
The side effects wore and tore me apart
I endlessly write about it in abstracted art
After growing up with a more dystopian view
I have a tendency to rethink about you
Sea pink coloring, cloudy skies overhead
Waves whispering "he knows" in their ceaseless tread
Desperate to mend, I reach for a ghost
Hope fading fast, in this silence on the coast
Awaiting a sign, in the vastness, I'm diagnosed
With a heart heavy of longing, in twilight, I'm enclosed
I'm composed
This is a letter to my lover, who abandoned ship
I miss you and I need you even though it's unwarranted
And if you come straight back, I'll hold your hand
I'll inherit it and invest in it, because you're my disopyramide
I drink wine because of you, I decline due to you
I miss you and I need you even though it's unwarranted
In a world painted black, where all the shadows stack
I regret what I did to you, if I admit it will you come right back