Gabriel V-XIX - I Don't Wanna Be in My Body Lyrics

I don't wanna talk about it
The things I shouldn't say
I can't even imagine
Where to place the blame

I've got bad expectations
Of things that are to come
History repeats itself
Will you be the different one?

Take a look inside my brain
Know that my real name is doubt
I wear my heart on my sleeve
The only place it's safe and sound

I don't wanna be in my body
I want a place to hide
Stay with me overnight
Leave my death behind
Be in my body
Try mine out for size
Behind these deepened eyes
I left my life behind, I left my life behind

I don't wanna see you lonesome
I don't wanna be alone
Don't close your eyes and go numb
I can't fix a broken home

I've laid down all these don'ts
And I still don't know what to do
And I just want my family
And I need someone just like you

Look at the clocks on every wall
I know the time is running out
I wear my heart on my sleeve
The only place it's safe and sound

I don't wanna be in my body
I want a place to hide
Stay with me overnight
Leave my death behind
Be in my body
Try mine out for size
Behind these deepened eyes
I left my life behind, I left my life behind

You've given me all of you
That I don't wanna have
And my health defines me
But I was dealt the worst hand

My life has been built on mistakes
All parts of me are used
But I can change that in the end
I don't want any part of you

And I don't wanna be in my body
I want a place to hide
Stay with me overnight
Leave my death behind
Be in my body
Try mine out for size
Behind these deepened eyes
I left my life behind, I left my life behind