Gage Hally - Untitled Lyrics

What if I fell up
Like what the hell up
Don't belong on the ground I need propellors
I got the moon tied to a tether
I try to pull up but I ain't got no feathers
Well I guess Heavens for the birds
Swear to God I can feel my feet lifting
I feel that gear turn but I don't hear no pistons
Might just be my disposition
Maybe I'm too chill
Maybe I should stop pretending and say whats real
I ain't never took no handouts
And I ain't never told a watch the way this pans out
I told a lot of lies but I told them for you
I don't want no questions baby put your hand down
Only worried bout them who whats and when whys
I've been digging for the reasons for her three lies
Could always see the treason in them green eyes
The tree leaves and leaf vines
That thieving bitches brother took my Levi's
And his sister stole my sweet time f*ck it
Get my buzz on like a bee hive
Chase that liquor for the pain thats a bee line
My elders say in time everything will be fine
But when I close my eyes she the one I dream bout

Shit ugh back to this real shit me and my mom getting closer
She was a soldier I was her first born we was dirt poor
Shit she went to war I was seven on her first tour
Thats when I got to know grand mom and pop-pop
My daddy was AWOL
Went to catholic school met all my cousins
And then I learned to play baseball
We was some whiffle ball bat backyard school kids
Luke was a cool kid I always did what Luke did
He showed me Jay-Z and how to throw my curveball
You was my first friend in the world dog
We was cousins nah f*ck it we was brothers
Two young kids that very rarely saw they mothers
Raised by they grannies and families
I love you Luke I know half of the time you could'nt stand me

To love me is to know me I wish you were my homie
But I ain't got no friends man I'm so f*cking lonely
Cut em' all off and now it's f*ck you blow me
F*ck you pay me did they ever really know me
I always had a funny feeling they was phony
Sweeter than some candy and faker than bologna
Top class actors Oscar Emmy and Tony you f*cking pussy
Now most of these bitches is out of pocket like a lost cell
Shit I wish thats why my call failed
Now when I crack a book I like to read non-fiction
Too many pretty princesses telling tall tales yeah
To my ex's I wish em' all well I like to
Go down to Texas where my dad stays ugh
Get to balling with my siblings Lexi Xavier and Xaden
I miss em' on my bad days
Cause me and Dad squashed the beef
Homie got kids like properties in Monopoly
I believe in God and anything that my eyes can see
They tell me its impossible but I know it ain't out of reach
And now the sun shining down on me everybody doubted me
They finally say they proud of me but why'd you look down on me
I don't know
And to the old Gage you made it to the new Gage I hate him
But you a damn long way from that basement
With no heat sleeping on the pavement
Touch a little bit of money then got comfy and complacent
Grand mom passed I'm tryna move gracious
Work hard remain grateful and patient
Main message find God remain humble
Original sin we all come from the same struggle yeah