You're probably writing a song about me right now
And I know how that sounds
A little conceited
But it's most likely a diss track
About how
I tied your hands and left you stranded
In the bed you made
Well that's also the bed that you f*ck her in
So I'm not really sorry
You don't even want me
Why do you protest my silence
Do you think I'm not human
Like I don't have feelings
Emotions aren't real, unless they're yours
And you feel everything
You want everything
You bust down my boundaries and doors
I had to buy a shock collar
Give my rights to my friends
And let them make choices for me
Cause I'm not quite sane these days
I wanna give you everything
You get everything
And you wouldn't care if it killed me
And I know you're hearing this song
And rolling your eyes
And making excuses
Hiding behind the girl you said was crazy
Well that didn't stick did it
I'm just kidding
I wish you the best with my soul, my chest
And also my liver
Cause I'm drinking to forget you
I, I can't stand it
I don't get the lesson
Misfortunes absolute and it's absurd
The same mistakes I'll never learn
But we're both optimists
We're both pacifists
The masochist and the miser
I, had to buy a shock collar
Give my cell to my friends
And let them make phone calls for me
Cause I'm still not sane these days
I wanna give you everything
You get everything
And let it kill me