They Tell Me Video (MV)

They tell me it's in my head
(When I feel like i'm dying inside)
First insecure and now depressed
(And the walls are caving in again)
You gotta keep it strong on the outside
(Can you hear me? Am I screaming?)
Put my hood up so people can't get to me
(I could leave but you won't be forgetting me)

Tell myself that I don't wanna grow up
Turn 18 but i don't feel like a grown up
Left with a promise, man I wasn't to know this
Wouldn't have known this, like i'm below this
Every day it rains, and I stuggle to breathe
Oh you wouldn't believe, every night is like
Demons and ghouls, f*cking all the rules
Hope you'll keep it safe, 'cos this bed isn't safe it's like

I'm gonna kill myself, and it's all your fault
No matter what they say, you were always to blame
And when you die I'll be waiting in hell
To hurt you back, how my confidence lacks
I miss cuddling up, and looking up at the stars
Before you screwing me up, man take us back to the start
Why did I give you my heart? You split my soul into parts
Hold a light to my skin, burn me where to begin?
I just woke up again
I don't know, I'm sorry
I don't know I'm sorry