I know how this shit works by now, believe me
I'll f*ck up and then I'll get so high you can't reach me
And I know that I'm probably just lonely
But you know that I value reality less than what could be
Maybe I'm just tired of being alone
But can you blame me for wanting someone to hold?
She's so sweet
So fine
I know that she'll never be mine
But it's for the best
I can't lie
Cuz I'm a mess