[ Featuring love-sadKID ]
I take my steps one leg at a time
I lose my grip at the end of the vine
I test my eyes tryna level my shine
You know, you know
That I been feeling like this carousel had learned to lose it's spin
In the mirror bidding fare the well to me just as a kid
I've been feeling like my whereabouts are changing when we kiss
And all the jumping jacks my heart been doing made it wanna sit
It goes to sit, there it sat
There complacent, dreaming bout tryna make it
Wonder what does make it mean, then tryna freakin make it
Never living with c'est la vie or else it feels too vacant
Chasing dreams of reminiscing, hop skip and jumping the pavement
I'm like cool now, too cool to hang with me who used to wanna be me
With more time spent on shows than tryna set myself free
For the freedom of being free and the kingdom I'm meant to lead
Seems like everyone wants to see who I really wanna be
And who I really wanna be, just needs to take a seat
Been awhile since I decided I'm uncomfortable with he
Don't know if they think me a freak
Don't care if they think me a freak
Just know the time I spent complete outways the time that they should think
So I'm like cool now, too cool to hang with bigots slinging quick lip
Packed away my trauma made sure it left when the ship did
Something bout the way my dreams are now feeling uplifting
And find myself more worried about lipton
Thankful that I~
I take my steps one leg at a time
I lose my grip at the end of the vine
I test my eyes tryna level my shine
You know, you know
That I been feeling like this carousel just learned to find it's spin
In the mirror bidding fare the well to lies I used to live
I've been feeling like my whereabouts are better when we kiss
And all the jumping jacks my heart been doing made it wanna live
You made it live, you made me happy
