Leave the Ground Video (MV)

I've found that I can be a bit complacent
It's prolly cause I'm scared of making changes
Consistency valued over contentment
Realize I've got a good thing once I'm passed it
Most the time I go about shit the wrong way
Overreact make people think I'm crazy
Catastrophizing driven by my anxiety
Disassociating might not make it through another day
I don't know what I'll find
If we don't stay together and I just keep on wasting all of my time
You were like an excuse that could justify me doing this with my life
Now I'm sipping some wine
And I'll do one more line
Just to try and forget all the time that I wasted with you in my life

I always want to leave the ground
Just don't like the shit I've found
Never have to come back down
I always want to leave the ground
Looking for a better round
Never have to come back down

Im done with losing
It's time for choosing
A route that leads me down a better road
I hate self loathing
But I just don't know how I can find myself without you anymore
I'm f*cking up
I'm done with love
No I don't want to feel like this again for sure
But I'm afraid to go
Just too afraid to go
Some sentimental bullshit always got me feeling down
I'm bout to try a seance ask my dad to help me now
Keep chasing smoke in mirrors need advice from my ghost town
Just hoping they can hear me maybe turn my world around
Try going through
Life without you
I'm tryna find a way I can be better too
A better me
Wish that was true
I'm disillusioned bout my place now without you

I always want to leave the ground
Just don't like the shit I found
Never have to come back down
I always want to leave the ground
Just don't like the shit I found
Never have to come back down