Gavin Hudner - i feel you Lyrics

It feels like I have been on this floor for days
It feels like you have finally pulled me from the haze
How do I know which f*cked up world is real?
Can you validate what I see, taste, and feel?
Maybe I run from my feelings, but I run on you
They tell me you're darkness, but I don't think thats true
I'm slowly falling in a melancholy mood
And I don't feel anything, but I feel, I feel you
I swear you always give me everything I need
When I'm not happy or sad, just empty
I've never really felt what it's like to belong
All I know is what's in my head feels wrong
Maybe I run from my feelings, but I run on you
They tell me you're darkness, but I don't think thats true
I'm slowly falling in a melancholy mood
And I don't feel anything, but I feel, I feel you
You say I feel no emotion, but somehow I always cause a commotion
Do you think that's true?
Pull me into the waves, they call me the ruler of nothing the king
At least I'll feel something
Maybe I run from my feelings, but I run on you
They tell me you're darkness, but I don't think thats true
I'm slowly falling in a melancholy mood
And I don't feel anything, but I feel, I feel you