Gavin Parished - Memories Lyrics

My mind is so clouded bitch
Feeling so numb, put the blade to my wrist
Maybe I'll feel it this time
This been the decline of a life time
I don't need no damn hotline
Bitch I'll die if I want
Oh you're scared? Good
I stood up off the ground, threw my hood back around my head
Then I told you I'd end up dead
Poppin the pills again
Even though I could never forget
What they did to me, how they f*cked up my life
Felt so cold without my light

Yeah, I don't f*cking know why I'm back on the f*cking bullshit again but whatever
Okay

Lately I forget everything
Voice so weak from all the singing
Oh I meant all of the screaming
My head is so loud, the voices cloud
My thoughts and all of my feelings
I just wish I wasn't alone
I wish I could still text your phone
But I remember the things that I'd done
And I know you don't care what you did
So why should I try to come back again
Maybe one day you'll see my vision
Or maybe one day my heart multiples our division
I'm gone