I only feel alive when everything just f*cking hurts
And it's feelin like my life is nothing but a curse
Can't explain how my brain feels but into words
Don't wanna be on surface level six feet in the dirt
I only feel alive when everything just f*cking hurts
And it's feelin like my life is nothing but a curse
Can't explain how my brain feels but into words
Don't wanna be on surface level six feet in the dirt
Yeah im not okay
That's not something that im going to say
I'm feelin the pain
I don't want my head to get in your way
I'm losing my mind
Think about death and i'm watching the time
I'm showing these signs
I'm looking at death i want her to be mine
You said we just friends
Your leading me on you is a curse
You leaving me feelin so hurt
Threw me around left me in the dirt
Yuh
Wishin tha we woulda worked
You got a new man put him on the shirt
Smokin the pain while you out getting turnt
Feelin so lost dont wanna be living on earth
Feeling the stress in my body
Memories starting to lookin super foggy
I dripped you out in armani
You played me like a game of hockey
I only feel alive when everything just f*cking hurts
And it's feelin like my life is nothing but a curse
Can't explain how my brain feels but into words
Don't wanna be on surface level six feet in the dirt
I only feel alive when everything just f*cking hurts
And it's feelin like my life is nothing but a curse
Can't explain how my brain feels but into words
Don't wanna be on surface level six feet in the dirt