gayrat - i miss you Lyrics

It's like a never ending walk
On a path I've been on a million times
It's something i'm not familiar with
I'm struggling to find a good reason why
Eight years I've dealt with this
The ledge that I've been walking is pretty damn high
Sometimes i'm calmer but
Seems pretty easy to just take my own life
I woke up the other day with some shit on my mind
No route to talk to you, no path to get the right vibes
I've been messed up for a while and i don't think i'll be alright
Can you answer your phone? I've been trying to talk
I got some real f*cked up thoughts, can you at least help me solve
The problem that I've got when i start to miss you
Really sucks that i can't talk all my problems through
Don't you ever go back and think about what could have been
All the long conversations and just being good friends
If you want me to apologize
Then i'm sorry i can't read between the lines
Hopefully this is the last you hear of me
Because God, i suck at saying my goodbyes
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
I just miss the times when we'd just talk and not fight
Or argue over stupid little shit
I miss when you spoke to me, now all i get is silence