gayrat - I Wrote a Song About You Lyrics

Tell me what it's like
To not spend every night
Fighting with your demons
And sleeping without the lights on
I'm tired of feeling like I might not make it through the evening
And certainly not throughout the week
The nights we spend together may just be the last you see of me

'Cause I've got a problem with holding on to things
Sometimes I refuse to let go
Sometimes things just won't let go of me
And I'd like to think that every day I get a little bit better
But that lie falls apart
The moment I start to feel under the weather

And I miss you
But I know that you don't think twice about guys like me
The ones who fall for you and get swept under the rug beside the sink
I might just sleep tonight
Although my demons tend to keep me up
'Cause I think that I might
Have finally fallen out of love

It's not the same thing as the hate that drives me to be like me
I've still got a soft spot for the things that you taught me to let go of
And just believe
Like, "It's gonna be fine
Things will all just work out in the end"
If that doesn't mean me, that's fine
I'll just pretend it never happened
I'll go back to how I was back then