gayrat - tired (feat. sheffdan) Lyrics

I'm tired of hiding in this barely hollowed shell
And I'm sure you're sick of hearing me as well
I don't know what I'm doing, and I'm honestly afraid
At the end of things I will still be the same
You've been dying to get to know me
I have been avoiding calls
Don't know when or if I'll answer
I'm busy wandering these halls
I've lost who I am
Hope I can find them
Someday

I've lost all sense of meaning
These days just carry on
Promise you'll see me again
Promise you won't be long
This world it starts to get to me
I'm constantly afraid
But when I'm tired of fighting it
There's comfort in your name

And I'm tired of all my damn problems, too
I feel quite lost without all of your guidance, now
I can't seem to cope no more
Find me at my doctor's door
Asking for some time to talk and for some silence
I'm isolated in my six walls
And my neighbor's scared of me when I wanna talk
I apologize for my swings from left to right every night, every night
I'm isolated in my six walls
And my neighbor's scared of me when I wanna talk
I apologize for my swings from left to right every night, every night, yeah