gayrat - what if? Lyrics

If you don't mind the timing, I wish I could go back to the times we would never say no to each other
Everything that we could ask for was in the eyes of one another
We were the fire of the gods
You could never put us out
Everything we did was beautiful
The stars aligned, the nights we shared together weren't always filled with doubt
About the future between us and everything we could need was just a phone call away
But everything fell apart, our fate was written in the stars on that awful day
I paced around my room for hours on end, the silence in the air was only broken by my patience wearing thin
What if everything I had done up to this point was in vain? What if everything I did only ended in pain
It's not the first time, but I guess it was the last
I don't blame you for rethinking all the things in my past
I know I wasn't perfect, but I tried to be for you
Maybe if i did things differently, we could've talked things through
But enough about the What Ifs, the maybes, and the whys
Maybe it's time I started saying my goodbyes
Just know that I'm sorry, I wish you the best of luck
Maybe in the future, you could see me on the sidewalk and decide to hit me up
For a lovely conversation in which we reminisce
Think happily on the moments, and then on the what ifs