That chemical dependency is an awful thing
And I just woke up in a haze
It's funny how it feels nowadays
When the colors all fade into gunmetal grey
Just like the Beamer I roll through the city in
It's all bliss til it breaks down
I'm tryna see which one breaks first
This glass heart or this bank account
Last night moved real slow
I was off the sauce for the first time
I went to Monte house for the KD
And it's a plate for me if I slide by
So that's 2 for 1 if I came to vent
And this time it's for a main event
My girl been playing games from the genesis
Like she belong to the streets of rage
And I'm still waved from yesterday
I been feeling low and I run from it
I get plenty love when I'm with my crew
But when rolling solo I duck from it
I'm still waved from yesterday,
Yeah I'm still waved from yesterday
Switching up tones like ringbacks did
In 2004, no relapsing, nah
I never moved weight, no chance, cause of
Fear that the feds might be tapped in
Or letting my grandmothers down
If I get locked up that's peak
Still gotta make these moves just to pay these loans
Man I feel like I'm never gon eat
But I am that weapon from the 90's
Living pipedream
Never let nobody try me
I'll be in a grave too deep still
Living too large to be
Ever under pressure, how I see it
Keep your feedback, never need that
Where the keys at dawg?
I'll drive it myself
Focus relapse
I'm still stuck in here
Liquid confidence has been talking, man
Cause I'm still waved from yesterday
I been feeling low and I run from it
I get plenty love when I'm with my crew
But when rolling solo I duck from it
I'm still waved from yesterday
Yeah I'm still waved from yesterday
I held judgment in my heart
Over self-destruction that I couldn't get
Then I hit the lowest lows
But at least these floors are marble
And nah, this ain't impossible to break free from
But that night was a show -- need a re-run
Still waved
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